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Thursday, November 20, 2025

Chapter 3.14, Verses 36–45

Yoga Vashishtha 3.14.36–45
(The feeling of “I” starts from very small Beings and gradually becomes stronger until One Realizes the True Infinite Self)

श्रीवसिष्ठ उवाच ।
चेत्यसंवेदनाज्जीवो भवत्यायाति संसृतिम् ।
तदसंवेदनाद्रूपं समायाति समं पुनः ॥ ३६ ॥
एवं कनिष्ठजीवानां ज्येष्ठजीवक्रमाक्रमैः ।
समुदेत्यात्मजीवत्वं ताम्राणामिव हेमता ॥ ३७ ॥
अत्रान्तरे महाकाश इत्थमेष गणोऽप्यसन् ।
स्वात्मैव सदिवोदेति चिच्चमत्करणात्मकः ॥ ३८ ॥
स्वयमेव चमत्कारो यः समापद्यते चितः।
भविष्यन्नामदेहादि तदहंभावनं विदुः ॥ ३९ ॥
चितो यस्माच्चिदालेहस्तन्मयत्वादनन्तकः ।
स एष भुवनाभोग इति तस्यां प्रबिम्बति ॥ ४० ॥
परिणामविकारादिशब्दैः सैव चिदव्यया ।
तादृग्रूपादभेद्यापि स्वशक्त्यैव विबुध्यते ॥ ४१ ॥
अविच्छिन्नविलासात्म स्वतो यत्स्वदनं चितः ।
चेत्यस्य च प्रकाशस्य जगदित्येव तत्स्थितम् ॥ ४२ ॥
आकाशादपि सूक्ष्मैषा या शक्तिर्वितता चितः ।
सा स्वभावत एवैतामहंतां परिपश्यति ॥ ४३ ॥
आत्मन्यात्मात्मनैवास्या यत्प्रस्फुरति वारिवत् ।
जगदन्तमहंताणुं तदैषा संप्रपश्यति ॥ ४४ ॥
चमत्कारकरी चारु यच्चमत्कुरुते चितिः ।
स्वयं स्वात्मनि तस्यैव जगन्नाम कृतं ततः ॥ ४५ ॥

Maharishi Vashishta continued:

3.14.36  
As soon as the Pure Consciousness (Chit) becomes aware of any object of thought (chetya), a individual soul (jiva) is born, and because of that awareness, the cycle of birth and death (samsara) begins. When that same Consciousness stops being aware of any object, it again becomes calm, even, and peaceful, just like pure sky with no clouds.

3.14.37  
In this way, among the lower or ordinary living beings, step by step, from the smallest souls to the highest souls, the feeling of “I am the Self” arises, just like ordinary copper gradually turns into gold through many processes.

3.14.38  
In the meantime, this great emptiness (maha-akash, Pure Space of Consciousness) which actually has no crowd or group at all, still appears as if it has many Beings. It rises as Pure Consciousness that is full of wonder and Self-Awareness.

3.14.39  
The wonder (chamatkar) that Consciousness itself feels within itself, and the future thought of “I will have a name, a body, and so on” – Wise people know that this very thought of “I am this” is the root of everything.

3.14.40  
Because Consciousness is endlessly touching and embracing itself (chid-aaleha), everything becomes made only of Consciousness. That is why the whole expanse of the world appears as a reflection inside that Consciousness.

3.14.41  
The same Unchanging Consciousness is called by words like “change”, “modification”, “transformation”, etc. Even though it can never really be cut or divided, it appears to know itself differently through its own power.

3.14.42  
The unbroken play and sweet self-tasting that belongs only to Consciousness, and the shining of objects that can be known – all this together is steadily present as what we call “the world”.

3.14.43  
This power of Consciousness is subtler than even the emptiest sky and spreads everywhere. By its own Nature only, it keeps seeing the feeling of “I” (ahanta, ego).

3.14.44  
When waves of the Self sparkle inside the Self by the Self alone, just like waves in the ocean, Consciousness clearly sees the world along with the tiny “I”-feeling inside it.

3.14.45  
The beautiful wonder-making power that Consciousness itself plays within itself – because of that play, the name “world” has been given to that very play inside its own Self.

Summary of the Teachings:
These ten verses explain how the One Pure Consciousness, which is originally calm and without any second thing, itself becomes the individual soul and the entire world simply through its own power of Self-Awareness and wonder. When Consciousness starts “Knowing” or “feeling” any thought-object, the limited jiva and the chain of births and deaths appear. When it stops that Knowing, everything again becomes the same peaceful Consciousness. Nothing actually happens to Consciousness itself; it never changes or gets divided.

Consciousness is compared to Pure Space (akasha) that is empty yet appears full of countless Beings. Just as copper can be turned into gold step by step, ordinary limited souls can rise to the Highest Realization of being the Pure Self. The feeling of “I” (ahamkara) starts from very small Beings and gradually becomes stronger until One Realizes the True Infinite Self.

The main Cause of the world is the inherent wonder in Consciousness. It enjoys tasting itself, embraces itself, and feels delighted in itself. This Self-delight and Self-wonder is mistakenly taken as “I am this body, this name, these things”. That very mistaken feeling projects the whole Universe as a reflection inside Consciousness, just as a mirror shows images without leaving the mirror.

Even words like change, modification, or transformation are used for Consciousness, but they are only apparent. 
Consciousness is Unchanging, indivisible, and Eternal. Yet by its own free power (shakti), which is subtler than the subtlest space, it plays as if it becomes many. This play is continuous, unbroken, and sweet – it is the Self-enjoyment of Consciousness.

Finally, the world is nothing but the beautiful play of Consciousness wondering at Itself inside Itself. There is no Real Creation, no Real world outside Consciousness. The moment one truly sees that the wave is only water, the tiny “I” and the vast world both dissolve into the one ocean of Pure Consciousness, and only peace and wonder remain as one’s own True Nature.

Monday, April 14, 2025

Chapter 1.15, Verses 12-21

Yoga Vashishtha 1.15.12 - 21
(Shriram continues on egoism) 

ब्रह्मन्यावदहंकारवारिदः परिजृम्भते ।
तावद्विकासमायाति तृष्णाकुटजमञ्जरी ॥ १२ ॥
अहंकारघने शान्ते तृष्णा नवतडिल्लता ।
शान्तदीपशिखावृत्त्या क्वापि यात्यतिसत्वरम् ॥ १३ ॥
अहंकारमहाविन्ध्ये मनोमत्तमहागजः।
विस्फूर्जति घनास्फोटैः स्तनितैरिव वारिदः ॥ १४ ॥
इह देहमहारण्ये घनाहंकारकेसरी ।
योऽयमुल्लसति स्फारस्तेनेदं जगदाततम् ॥ १५ ॥
तृष्णातन्तुलवप्रोता बहुजन्मपरम्परा ।
अहंकारोग्रखिङ्गेन कण्ठे मुक्तावली कृता ॥ १६ ॥
पुत्रमित्रकलत्रादितन्त्रमन्त्रविवर्जितम् ।
प्रसारितमनेनेह मुनेऽहंकारवैरिणा ॥ १७॥
प्रमार्जितेऽहमित्यस्मिन्पदे स्वयमपि द्रुतम् ।
प्रमार्जिता भवन्त्येते सर्व एव दुराधयः ॥ १८ ॥
अहमित्यम्बुदे शान्ते शनैश्च शमशातिनी ।
मनोगगनसंमोहमिहिका क्वापि गच्छति ॥ १९ ॥
निरहंकारवृत्तेर्मे मौर्ख्याच्छोकेन सीदतः।
यत्किंचिदुचितं ब्रह्मंस्तदाख्यातुमिहार्हसि ॥ २० ॥
सर्वापदां निलयमध्रुवमन्तरस्थमुन्मुक्तमुत्तमगुणेन न संश्रयामि ।
यत्नादहंकृतिपदं परितोऽतिदुःखं शेषेण मां समनुशाधि महानुभाव ॥ २१ ॥

12. Shriram continues: "As long as the cloud of ego expands and swells in the sky of Consciousness, the blossoms of desire — like the jasmine of craving — continue to bloom and open up."

Ego as the Source of Desire and Delusion:
The ego is likened to a swelling storm cloud that gives rise to the blooming of desires. As long as the ego exists, craving (tṛṣṇā) continues to flourish.

13. "When the dense cloud of ego subsides into Stillness, the lightning flash of desire too vanishes swiftly, like the extinguishing flame of a peaceful lamp."

Silencing the Ego Ends Suffering:
Once ego settles into Stillness, desire dissolves quickly, like lightning vanishing when clouds disperse. Peace returns, and illusion fades.

14. "In the great mountain range of ego, the wild elephant of the agitated mind roars forth loudly, like thunderclaps from storm clouds."

The Mind's Turmoil is Ego-Fueled:
The mind, compared to a mad elephant, becomes restless and loud within the massive mountain of ego. This metaphor illustrates how unchecked ego amplifies mental agitation.

15. "In this vast forest of the body, the lion of dense ego proudly roams, and by its massive presence, this entire world-illusion is projected and sustained."

The Body as a Jungle of Illusion:
The human body is portrayed as a vast forest where the lion of ego roars — creating and maintaining the illusory world (jagat). This suggests the illusion (māyā) we live in is rooted in ego.

16. "Threaded through with the fiber of craving and spun from countless past births, the garland of "I"-ness becomes a noose, strung tightly around the neck by the sharp sword of ego."

Ego as a Multi-Lifetime Bondage:
The thread of craving, spun over many births, strings together the beads of ego, forming a noose around the Self. It's a powerful metaphor for bondage built through karmic continuity.

17. "Without the protection of any spell or safeguard, this enemy called ego spreads its web here, O Sage, encompassing son, friend, spouse, and all else."

Ego’s Web Encompasses All Relations:
Ego, without resistance, spreads its net over personal relationships like children, friends, and spouses — showing how ego infiltrates and entangles the psyche through attachments.

18. "When the idea “I am this” is completely cleansed away, then all these formidable afflictions vanish swiftly and entirely on their own."

Liberation Requires Dissolving the “I” Idea:
The total removal of the notion “I am” leads to the spontaneous dissolution of all afflictions and impurities.

19. "As the ocean of "I"-sense becomes calm, the mist of delusion that obscures the sky of the mind gradually disappears through the rays of tranquility."

Calmness Dispels Mental Illusion:
As ego subsides, tranquility arises, and with it, the mist of delusion covering the inner sky disappears — revealing the clarity of True Awareness.

20. "O Brahman, I am sinking into dullness and sorrow because I have not yet established the state free of ego. Please instruct me in whatever is appropriate for my liberation."

The Seeker’s Humble Plea for Guidance:
The speaker, feeling helpless due to ignorance and sorrow, earnestly requests Divine instruction to transcend ego and reach the State of Truth.

21. "I do not seek refuge in anything impermanent, hidden within, tainted, or uncertain — even if it appears to possess noble qualities. O Great One, instruct me completely through all means, for the ego-centered state is utterly painful."

Renunciation of the Impermanent:
The seeker declares no desire for anything impermanent or contaminated with ego — no matter how attractive. Instead, they yearn for pure, ego-free wisdom and beg for comprehensive instruction from the sage.

Summary of Teachings:
These verses are a profound poetic exploration of the destructive role of ego (ahaṅkāra) and the inner transformation needed for Realization.

Overall Message:
This passage from the Yoga Vāsiṣṭha reflects deep non-dual (Advaita) wisdom. It teaches that ego is the root of suffering, craving, delusion, and bondage. The path to freedom lies in dissolving the “I”-sense, calming the mind, and detaching from desires born of identification with the body and relationships. The sincere seeker must abandon impermanence and seek guidance to attain the Peace and Realization found in egoless Awareness.

Sunday, April 13, 2025

Chapter 1.15, Verses 1–11

Yoga Vashishtha 1.15.1–11
(Shriram on egoism)

श्रीराम उवाच ।
मुधैवाभ्युत्थितो मोहान्मुधैव परिवर्धते ।
मिथ्यामयेन भीतोऽस्मि दुरहंकारशत्रुणा ॥ १ ॥
अहंकारवशादेव दोषकोशकदर्थताम्।
ददाति दीनदीनानां संसारो विविधाकृतिः ॥ २ ॥
अहंकारवशादापदहंकाराहुराधयः ।
अहंकारवशादीहा त्वहंकारो ममामयः ॥ ३ ॥
तमहंकारमाश्रित्य परमं चिरवैरिणम् ।
न भुजे न पिबाम्यम्भः किमु भोगान्भुजे मुने ॥ ४ ॥
संसाररजनी दीर्घा माया मनसि मोहिनी।
ततोऽहंकारदोषेण किरातेनेव वागुरा ॥ ५ ॥
यानि दुःखानि दीर्घाणि विषमाणि महान्ति च ।
अहंकारात्प्रसूतानि तान्यगात्खदिरा इव ॥ ६ ॥
शमेन्दुसैंहिकेयास्यं गुणपद्महिमाशनिम्।
साम्यमेघशरत्कालमहंकारं त्यजाम्यहम् ॥ ७ ॥
नाहं रामो न मे वाञ्छा भावेषु न च मे मनः ।
शान्त आसितुमिच्छामि स्वात्मनीव जिनो यथा ॥ ८ ॥
अहंकारवशाद्यद्यन्मया भुक्तं हुतं कृतम् ।
सर्वं तत्तदवस्त्वेव वस्त्वहंकाररिक्तता ॥ ९ ॥
अहमित्यस्ति चेद्ब्रह्मन्नहमापदि दुःखितः ।
नास्ति चेत्सुखितस्तस्मादनहंकारिता वरम् ॥ १० ॥
अहंकारं परित्यज्य मुने शान्तमनस्तया ।
अवतिष्ठे गतोद्वेगो भोगौघो भङ्गुरास्पदः ॥ ११ ॥

1Shriram said: "Out of delusion, I have arisen foolishly into this world, and that delusion only grows further. I am terrified by the false and illusory ego, my dreadful enemy."

2. "It is solely under the influence of ego that the world—full of defects and suffering—torments those who are already miserable, taking endless forms."

3. "Calamities arise due to ego, and desires too are born from it. This ego itself is the source of all my ailments and suffering."

4. "Taking refuge in this ego—my long-standing and supreme enemy—I neither enjoy pleasures nor even drink water peacefully. How then can I delight in any worldly pleasures, O Sage?"

5. "The night of worldly existence is long, and illusion (māyā) casts her enchantment upon the mind. Through the fault of ego, I am trapped like a bird in the snare of a hunter."

6. "All long-lasting, intense, and dreadful sufferings are born of ego. They enter the body like thorns of the khadira tree (acacia)."

7. "I abandon the ego, which has a face like a demon with the moon in its mouth (symbolizing eclipse), which consumes the glory of virtues like lightning burns a lotus, and which pours imbalance like unseasonal rainclouds."

8. "I am not Rāma. I have no desire. I have no attachment to any experiences. I wish to abide in peace like the enlightened Sage (Jina) resting in the Self."

9. "Whatever I have eaten, offered in ritual, or done—if done under the sway of ego—all that is ultimately unreal. Reality is only where ego is absent."

10. "If the sense of 'I' exists, O Brahman, then sorrow arises. If 'I' does not exist, there is Joy. Therefore, the absence of ego is far superior."

11. "Having renounced ego, O Sage, with a tranquil mind, I abide undisturbed. The flood of worldly enjoyments is only a fragile abode, not worth clinging to."

Summary of Teachings (Verses 1.15.1–1.15.11):
These verses mark a deeply introspective and transformative moment in Śrī Rāma’s spiritual evolution. His reflections reveal several key teachings of Advaita Vedānta and the Yoga Vāsiṣṭha's core philosophy.

1. Ego (Ahaṅkāra) as the Root of Suffering:
The ego is personified as an inner enemy—one that gives rise to illusion (mohā), suffering (duḥkha), desires (iḥā), afflictions (āpadaḥ), and bondage (saṃsāra). It distorts perception, traps the mind, and fuels endless cycles of emotional and physical pain.

2. Disenchantment with Worldly Life:
Rāma sees the world as an illusion-laden "long night," where one is ensnared like a bird in a hunter’s net. Worldly pleasures lose their appeal when seen through the lens of egoic delusion. Even basic actions—eating, performing rituals, or enjoying life—become meaningless if driven by ego.

3. The Wisdom of Non-Identification:
By declaring "I am not Rāma," and expressing the desire to rest peacefully like a Sage in the Self (ātman), Rāma is aligning with the non-dual Realization: that the individual self is not the Ultimate Reality. Letting go of egoic identity reveals True Peace.

4. Value of Anahaṅkāritā (Egolessness):
A life devoid of ego is declared superior, as it is free from sorrow. When the sense of "I" disappears, only happiness remains. This aligns with the Upaniṣadic idea that bliss (ānanda) is the natural state of the Self, obscured only by misidentification with the ego.

5. Renunciation and Inner Stillness:
True liberation lies in Inner Stillness and detachment. Having given up ego, the Sage abides calmly, not disturbed by the waves of worldly enjoyment. These pleasures are ephemeral ("fragile abodes"), and hence not dependable.

In essence, these verses advocate ego transcendence as the core spiritual practice. They emphasize viveka (discrimination), vairāgya (dispassion), and a return to the Self (ātma-jñāna). Śrī Rāma’s words are not a rejection of the world, but of misidentification with it—a shift from bondage to Inner Freedom.

Chapter 3.49, Verses 31–41

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